Ur shadow that is...on either side i mean. Usually throughout the day it finds its way all around ur body based off of where the light is emitted from in the room, or where the sun is at in the sky most technically, lol I always enjoy making this reference, so plz..work with me.....who is ur shadow other than the one in the mirror? I would go into more detail on that...but time can handle it.
What else? You wanted to see some wild and crazy story about how I ended up battling some kind of physical manifestation of myself? We're totally beyond any kind of altercation but mental..always. I would share amazing details about my searches and travels..and since its you of allll of my favorite ladies to sit and chat with, I think I can give you a sincere idea as to whats been going on with your.....favoriteinternetdigitalspidey, Disclaimer sweetheart..before we begin, our travels in these realms is sincerely coming from a place that Jesus did, when you get over his magic powers..and understandingly accept that they exist, you start wanting to learn his actual character as opposed to character traits..we do it for celebs all the time, you notice how well your sisters and brothers learn and adopt characteristics of SingleHousewives and OvercompensatingPoets, pardon me mainstreamrappers. lol its like, Love..andd HipHop, or some really twisted variation of it..and use those words in place of "validation". I chose to take these walks with you and bring you into this kind of world with me because I believe that you can understand, AND THEN..you deserve to see and even maybe take notes if you wanted on what goes on in the mind of a male...and not any male, not a scarredspider, but a healed..REformed, player..in the game of life %#2five, infinitely studying women and gender...if you didn't want to come along for this part of the journey, then why do we keep bumping into each other? Why didnt excommunication come into play? You've got an entire city to roam..or rule depending what perspective you view from, as do I..You dooo know that its plenty of ppl reading...correct? This is an extension of the stage..the part on the other side of the dimensional screen...or mirror *smirk* in certain lights..SOO!!!....that said..*takeshand*..walk with me briefly.
I'm usually in some form of contact with whoever's in charge of aligning stars..one way or another. When you move with the internal, you actually do stand with the gods of cause and effect..learning the game of tit4tat on a professional level, keeping to business..where Love is the currency, based on modern day Studies of Women And Gender (HarvardCourse..Googleit)...its a lot of everything. On this search for MaryJane I've had to go thru different trainings..mentalpreparednesstrainings. For what? For ways to recognize the perfected version of who I Am in times where her and I arent only reunited, but also working to always remember why we were reunited in the first place...deep. So I had to go thru what seems to be the closing part of an almost 8yr training period..and just for fun, since this is all off the top..we can just save HER character for "Gwen"...you heard it here first. Save it for another day....pix worth a thousand, words worth a millie...u know the rest, and speaking of photooooooss..You know I cant help myself sometimes, youu knowww you loveee this in some world.
Look..."cityboys said she fine and pretty..but dem countryboys say she "mightyPURRtay"_chamillionaire
HelllllooKittyyyyyyy^_^!! I like your animal=)..%#herekittykitty
Ohhh look!! It's friendly..lol like me, I Love it..did you name it? Lol tell me later...because we've danced around both sides of our topic for longg enuff.
Remember earlier when I said we'd come back to the whole shadow idea? And how its like..everywhere around you, and how we all have one? And if you look in the mirror, essentially it is you..and nowww if you're looking in a fullbody mirror, then the next question would be "Who's the shadow?" Who are we in a world without mirrors? Do we find metaphor in KJV to validate the decisions we would have learned the same thing from without KJV? What kind of experience would we have had without Amistad? The same heartbreak? I mean no Amistad means HomelandExperiences..soo what? Another "chosen" mate? from chefdaddy's list of fine young men that might maybe one day be able to sit in the same spot where men have spoken to gods about future harvests? Even though he doesnt come from that kind of lineage? The experience of listening to a man tell you that no man is good enough for you? His baby?? Cliche whatever...You and I both are products of this business, but I'm digressing. Especially since I worked really hard to avoid the word "Concubine"...*breathesdeep* lol I can do this.
For a while i went into my training portal..ended up on my side of experience, and by now, especially after AIM..I'm convinced that you understand my understanding of this game we play, mainly understanding what most of us have in common, that's the key kitty. Playing loyal and dodging infidelity, acting out who we want to be in real life with physical templates of what we confused with propagated imagery of what we're supposed to want..so whilst in training i knew that i'd be sharing some bits and pieces of information about my training, And because of my ability to respond...I personally attracted the situations to show my entire list of core readers or "followers"....that the genuine being every female keeps meeting and losing track of, has come back to his rightful body..(lol that's me) and is prepared to share the Love (currency) I've gained from random societal moments doing stuff for women that I figured in the moment would make my mom seem like she did a good job..nodiss, LoveMommay. But part of the reason we give her that kind of credit is mainly because it sounds nice during social interactions...I'd be an annoyed son if she ever tried to just take more credit than 25%...yeaaaaisaidit! She can split 50 with the partner she was assigned to for that mission, and I get the other 50plusinfinity...cause of the mission. Ima split the infinity with her..thats the cool part I didnt tell her about yet. Momdigresses are always acceptable, so anyway, lol even you cosigned it yourself on newyrseve that one time.*lmaocheers2thattttt*..tell the cutiepie reading this that spideysaid...*smirk* heyy, with 2y's..lmaoo ok im done....And obviously I had a feeling that you'd understand how you'd be able to build and use it with your own material, and my, lorde *applause..applause*, Jamesverse was the icing, but yooomgggkittyyyyy!! Tell you the same thing I told Gwen..which makes you the second one to learn this..so sometimes, "I am so non-sexually turned on"_%#TheoryLove "I think its more respect for the mind...primarily individual and then universal, that order."_JazzBanks aka alsoknownas
My point for all that being said was...I've got more than enough experience in these realms to cover a very chosen group to essentially share this idea of currency with.
Thatttt being said...God's heart is right in the middle of your chest, maybe everything else is finally balancing itself out...sounds internal, and that's when I was summoned..(because spideysense, that's why) You and I know very well that our secret identities made some kind of agreement before we decided to play 3dimensions, so I'll save it for next lifetime..allbadu, in a cosmic sorta way. But let's think like this for a second kitty plz, We do indeed see as we are..now if ur open to the idea of a male in your life, but the only thing you know is "this dude tryna pipe and Jesus wouldn't want that because Jezebel is someone WE LOOK DOWN UPON in KJV.." then obviously you're gonna come across some guy, no matter how long or where u knew him from...but he's gonna do and be about everything YOU told God he would be. The external is built by the internal..change your mind, change your life. What if instead of you thinking about HOW some guy would treat you, let's think about what you'd want a man to treat you like..literally. As in a serious spouse? A Wife? A Queen? Want him to understand Longevity and Maintenance? Is that something you want? A brickhouse of built trust? Would he be THE Listener? The Compromiser? All of these things sound like powerful responsibilities that urbanareaminds would call "maddwork"..and I believe these are the things YOUUUU should at least begin learning how to gauge in simple conversational analysis. But thattt sounds like something for another approach..*smirk*. It takes more of a literal want for emotional stability or balance..and the literal eradication of insecurity on both sides to get started building that brickhouse, LEARN WHAT YOU WANT..you know God hears what you're saying, even when you arent saying anything............*smirk*.........butidontgottatellyouthattttttt *soundddddd* Does any of this exist still?
"Ok, np sweetheart, anything you want"..U know it's possible outside of TV right? How about..
"Alright, that makes sense..how about *YOURidea* and then *incorporatedideas*?"..teffort is team and effort at the same time...want another? Oh Ok..
"I've tried this "goin to sleep mad" thing a time or 2 before...and I hated it, and I refuse to see what that's like with you already attached to everything I think about now..=/."_%#TheoryLove...wordup, and if you think for a minute that those lines didn't come from that 8yr training I was tellin you about...take another minute, cause once I found a vessel deserving of what I had to offer, temptations went out of the window...God took the wheel, and Gwen can attest to every word..trust me. The game of infidelity vs monogamy is for the pros only, this is how her and my stars aligned, I have no say in how any of it happens..I didn't wake up that morning thinking I was going into the very next phase of my training like that...just like for us here doing this..from a respectful distance, I didnt know that Kitty was a blogger until she told us on stage...So plz understand that difference that you already "believe" you've been seeing...You play a role because I asked God for you here a longgg time ago, had no clue that the stars would choose your body...that's a mysteriousway if I ever seen God make one...lolnice. *str8face* Gwen is a ProfessionalAttachment..attached to the roots of the homeland, that should be nuffsaid if you trust OUR Love for this craft of performing arts.
This aint some ordinary love..the story runs deep, and I truly admire your professionalism for going with this as well as you are, especially based on how you feel about what and how I do on stage. As bad as we wana bash the male for always having some kind of feminine energy around him, as much as i would like to argue the newly taboo'd idea of "Creation and Procreation"_Genesis I wont..because I learned that it always takes 2, and that's unisex..we all want these things, the rules are a little different for males OBVIOUSLY, lol because women were given their own set of directions they lost when they manifested into female bodies..lol u already know its nodiss, cause u know males lost the directions right? Technically, we came first lol...and we had directions right? *reeeeaaacccchhhhhh*
Where was Adam when Eve was gettin tempted? Lol well at first, he was searching for the directions God gave him..lmaoo %#commandmentzero, only thing it said on the paper was "DONT EAT THE FRUIT!!"..this dude gave up searchin, and bampresto, modernday conversations on blogger about thisssss clown lmaoo gosh thanks Adam....wait, *looks2distance*..
As much as I wana share with you exactly what I was gonna give you on that day, I'll say this much..and then I had to deal with Brock"The only reason I didnt make a cameo appearance at the LifeLine while I was swingin around my old town on one of those few Sundays I was there last Summer..I figured you woulda created an entire internal moment, and remembering the movie Hancock, I got nervous..just about how you'd react, didnt mean to shake you up like that, cant elaborate that enough."*ShootsWeb* I really do have to go and save the day now though...
"March"_George Tandy Jr..
Needless to say it helped me to get thru a lot..especially the last part of this training, if you havent heard it yet, go, make that happen now...know what you want, only after you learn what it is you want..and u know I got your back, especially on stage.
*SHOOTSWEBAGAIN!!*
*zipsoff*
